I always get like this near the holidays. I know coming home that I’ll definitely see the Blackley’s and I get the same stress. I’ve been thinking a lot about Landon lately and all he gave to the world around him. This guy who was so full of life, so happy. I could always count on a hilarious Landon story when Beth came home for any break. I could REALLY always count on seeing him every Greenville trip I made to see Beth. I wish he could be with everyone. Not a day passes that I think of how things could be different if he was still here. For his family. For all of his friends. For everyone. Personally, my memories of him aren’t memories because I didn’t spend as much time around him as I did the other families. But I remember that laughter was never short in supply. My heart breaks as I think of how he was taken away, especially with Martha’s interview just coming out. Our new social adviser asked, “has Martha being shot hindered you from going to 5 points?” I started tearing up a bit, thinking about Landon. All I could say was “no, it could happen anywhere blah blah blah.” What i really meant from it, however, was that Landon’s death has shown me that bad things happen to good people. It isn’t fair that someone who meant so much to a community was taken away so tragically. But this could happen ANYWHERE. Had Landon made it, I don’t think he would discourage anyone from going downtown in Greenville (let’s be real, the party never stopped for Landon.) If Carson can go through college fearless of what could be if she’s in the wrong place at the wrong time, then so can I. I hope one day I can tell Landon that I miss him and hope he knows I’m trying to have HALF the time he did in college.
i feel like mr. brightside is one of those songs you’re gonna hear on the radio in the car 20 years from now after not hearing it in forever and your gonna just start sobbing bUT ITS JUST THE PRICE I PAY DESTINY IS CALLLLINGNG M E and your kids are gonna be like is she okay
"what music do you like?" is such a stressful question like what do you want to know??? genres?? artists?? albums??? time periods?? 25 most played?? what i’m currently listening to??? what i listen to at different times of the day?? be more specific??????